Ready Or Not, Here I come. . .

WOW! I honestly never thought the day would get here and now we are just over 15 hours from my surgery. . .

I have started to prepare my body physically for all it will endure during the surgery. I have prepared the house for my absence. The clothes are clean. There are meals in the freezer and fridge. It is clean! I have prepped the kiddos that mommy will be in the hospital. My husband and I are on the same page. My bag is packed for my stay in the hospital. I can not think of another thing to do or that needs to be done. . .

Yet, I still feel like there is something that needs to be done. Something that I am missing. Something that will eat at me until I figure it out. . .